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I’ve suffered from social anxiety all my life and usually feel sick before I go anywhere social. It troubles my illusional self image as a person who is cool and under control in most situations. Only age has allowed me to see that getting hyper when I was very young and the consequent drop the other way afterwards, has led me to adopt this mythical persona. Anyway, that is just background to the positive sides of a couple of social situations and the magic of the weird connections between us all.

I’m writing this because I enjoyed someone’s 60th Birthday party last night (thank you Sarah) and it made me think of another group that I chat to, who all met via looking after cycle paths for the National Cycle Path people. We have kept on chatting and meeting up long afterwards and have been on cycling and other holidays together. The chats make me smile and laugh.

Leaving them for a minute, the reason for the party last night is a social worker. One group of invitees were social workers who walk/cycle/holiday together. Of course there are partners as well, who often walk/cycle/holiday too. There was a crossover with badminton players and of course there were family and other friends. Most of us had probably come across each other at previous events. What struck me was the variety of different connections there were before that. It struck me as a positive in our fracturing times.

Before we had even got into the venue, we said hello to another set of arrivals of the social work/walk/cycle set. One of these is the sister of another member of that set, who I met with one of my own cycle path group on a ride from Morecambe to Bridlington. After saying hello, I ended up chatting to one of the others about their imminent month long cycle trip from St Malo to Nice before people started to organise us.

The party was a murder dinner occasion and I then ended up chatting to the organiser because of my own experience of writing/running/acting in them. We were put on a table with two old friends and a newer member of the walking/holidaying group and her partner. At some point I heard Barrow-in-Furness mentioned. It turned out that, from the age of seven, the newer walker had lived and been to school in Barrow. My dad was born in Barrow, as was my grandad who worked in the shipyard from age 12 to 70. This couple met when the other one was working for the shipyard as a technical illustrator. He was from the Wirral by the way. My cycling friend from the Morecambe/Bridlington went to school in Barrow too.

In the follow up to all this I found out that he had trained as an illustrator in Blackpool and in fact had digs on the same road as the first hotel/boarding house that my parents owned there at a similar time. He also made furniture, so we had that in common. As my other old table friend runs his own business mending organs and keyboards, we were in a very practical and technical focus group of our own.

My mixture of age and experience have made me more at ease on such occasions and got me into the habit of finding out people’s stories. I have also learned to open up about problems such as anxiety, without burdening people, and this has often allowed me to make connections to younger people. There were some there last night. We didn’t end up chatting much but we hugged and acknowledged each other because we’ve chatted about things before.

There were people there last night with family backgrounds in the Indian subcontinent, England, Scotland, Ireland (and the hybrid Northern Ireland), Wales, Poland and almost certainly a whole variety of other places. My new illustrator friend reminded us that people from the Wirral are often keen to stress that they are not Scousers (a Scandinavian derived term for people from Liverpool) and that got me thinking about connections rather than fractures. Some people at the party were born and bred in the same locale where they still live, where some have never lived anywhere where people didn’t think they were from elsewhere. Whether locally, nationally or around the world, plenty have moved around and made new connections. Groups there often didn’t know other groups and yet the chat was happy and varied.

Like with my cycle path friends, the key is looking for the connections rather than the divisions. Try to look for the positive experiences in your life to pass on and listen to other people’s stories too. I’ve managed to pick up stories from people all over the world and they have become part of my story to tell as well. I’ve never been a great fan of longevity but I look forward to the smile from creating my own new experiences and to sharing other people’s as well.

Thanks again Sarah and Dav

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Finding Your way to draw and paint

Despite the fact that humans can’t help doing art and have always done so, the world of art is full of rule making and snobbery.

Cave Painting

There is a famous story about Constable, that Reynolds chided him for using such lurid colours in his landscapes, advising using tones related to a valuable old violin. Constable is reputed to have carried the old violin outside and laid it on the grass to demonstrate how mistaken that was. I’m not that fond of Constable’s paintings but that story is an example of rules and how they can lead to stagnation. I’m also pretty sure too that more people have heard of Constable than Reynolds and can picture a painting more readily.

Muted Colours?

The other thing that story inadvertently highlights is the question of who you are painting for. Reynolds was envisaging elite admirers and customers and also that you are painting to fit with an historic story of painting ideals. Constable was painting to suit himself and his view of reality and perhaps also more ordinary viewers of his paintings.

Hidden rules of this sort are everywhere, even in the world of amateur art. Can I suggest that you be aware of them, but also ignore them if they don’t help you to achieve what you want to do? You should paint or draw to please yourself, to keep developing your skills and to sometimes make yourself smile at what you’ve managed to do. It is even better if you can please other people at the same time.

Rule 1 – Don’t paint by numbers. This is pure snobbery and has only really existed since the Impressionists. The Sistine ceiling was painted by sketching in some detail into the wet plaster then following with the paint blocks.

The idea is that you should be able to choose and make a mark without drawing it out in detail and then filling in the blocks. The level of natural skill and vision required to even get close to that is immense. If you can aspire to get nearer, it is enough. Do less drawing and simplify the structure of your paint if you can but don’t think you are a lesser person if more freedom doesn’t work for you. A good example of this is wet on wet watercolour painting (you can do it with acrylic as well to some extent). The opportunities for chaos and disaster are as large as the chances of creating something free and inspiring. Keep trying though, as you may get a pleasant surprise. Here is one I did as a sketch for another painting. I thought it had just gone out of control but later saw a good bit within it and over-painted a couple of unwanted marks.

Incidentally there is a halfway house in watercolour between blocks of pure colour and wet on wet. Because of its transparency, if you start light, you can gradually add darker layers over the top. If you do it reasonably quickly and use you brush in the right way, you can activate some of the pigment in the lower layer to produce subtler gradations like you can get with wet on wet. You can also brush water onto the relevant areas of the lower layer, to activate the pigment in those areas before you add the higher layer.

Rule 2 – Develop your own style and stick to it. Sadly this is sometimes necessary if you want to have a loyal customer base. Galleries particularly like artists to do this. It is good to try to individualise your work but it shouldn’t be a shackle you, holding you back from invention and creativity.

Rule 3 – Paint big. This attitude pervades in a lot of art. Anyone who went to the recent Turner Prize exhibition in Bradford will have seen this in action. If Turner had tried to exhibit the beautiful, tiny watercolours that are held in the National Gallery of Scotland collection, he wouldn’t stand a chance. Paint/draw/collage whatever size and with whichever medium you can make work and that achieves what you want to achieve. It is nice if you can show respect for whatever subject you have chosen too. Not a patch on Turner, but this one of Robin Hoods Bay is only 9cmx14cm and pleases me.

Robin Hoods Bay

Don’t mix mediums. To some extent this is practical. Oil paint doesn’t mix well with other mediums. Modern paints a much more flexible. Surprisingly effective results can be obtained by mixing opaque and transparent mediums, for instance. Read about the limitations and abilities of the mediums and methods but also carry out your own experiments. Scraps of paper allow you to test something before you put it on your work. Give yourself freedom to try out different ways of making marks, with different tools and materials. Enjoy playing like that child’s drawing at the top.

That is enough rules for today. Be aware of the rules and treat them as possible helpful guidelines but don’t let them hold you back from expressing yourself. Try to learn the little tricks that allow you to achieve a more fluid and lively look with improved textural feel. Recognise when to pause something that is going out of control and when to quickly remove some of the paint with a rag to make it easy to try it again later.

Enjoy watching and experimenting. Don’t tear things up and instead look at them later and see whether they can be rescued or which bits worked better and can provide a lesson for later.

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Saffron,Turmeric and Mint Winter Vegetable Roast

No pretty pictures, but a fully enjoyed concoction.

In the roasting tin – 2 tbsp olive oil, desert spoon turmeric, tsp saffron, desert spoon mint, ground black pepper.
Winter vegetable mix – equivalent of two medium main crop potatoes (whatever type of potato is your favourite), medium size cauliflower, same of broccoli, 2 carrots.

I have a standard technique of putting the roasting tin in the oven, with oil etc., at around 225 degrees at the same time as giving the potatoes 5/6 minutes in the microwave at full power in a Pyrex container with lid then dropping them in the hot oil, turning over and returning to the oven. Each vegetable gets started off in the microwave in turn – Cauliflower 5 minutes, Broccoli and Carrot 4 minutes.

While the broccoli is in the microwave add half a red onion and 1 clove of garlic (both chopped) to the roasting pan and turn in.

While the vegetables finish browning nicely, mix 2 tsp bouillon, 1 desert spoon of nutritional yeast, 2 tsp soy sauce, 2 cup water. Add this to roast vegetable mix, turn over and brown off a bit more.

The aim is for each vegetable to be just cooked, nicely browned and gently soaked in the sauce.

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Little Winter Birds

Woodpecker and Long Tailed Tit Invasion
Edited Snippets of our most common and hungry bird visitors